Sunday, 27 September 2015

Himsa- the Food



Near the tube-light, on the wall
stood a lizard, with steadfast head,
catching its prey. How many killings?

In the backyard, under the trees,
were darting hens, with alert beaks,
pecking their prey. How many killings?

Inside the kitchen, beneath the oven
lies our pet kitten, with gleaming eyes
to smother rats. How many killings?

            No life without food;
            No food without life

07.08.97, Agartala

Saturday, 26 September 2015

The compatibility



















The sexy for the sensual,
The fragile for the sturdy,
The comely for the royal,
The modern for the elite,
The meek for the possessive,
The humble for the egoistic,
The dexterous for the brainy,
The introvert for the extrovert,
The emotional for the rational
And the have for the have-not
Are ten sets well set in matrimony
As vital for harmony.
04.08.97, Dharrmanager, Triipura


Before the sunset



















Who said that you are aged?
Why should you fear being caged?
You may be not in prime age
Nor on the verge of bearing age.
The mid-day sun is not yet set.
The browsing cow is still to retreat.
The gooseberry ripens not in haste.
Why should you be steadfast?

With deft hands as you work,
With nimble feet as you dart,
And in soft voice as you talk,
Often with laugh, woven with sparks
Of white teeth, in rhythmic pitch,
You look younger, belying your age.
Friendly nature and sportive posture
Are your treasure, that shade your age.

Past teenage, no more a tendril.
Past twenties, no more a sapling.
A growing tree is as suppler
To a tusker, if not to rabbits or goats.
Five and thirty, still you a beauty,
With sturdy frame and firm cheeks,
Hued with bravado, to the men of choice,
Which you don’t know that you know.

No cosmetics, still striking,
No glamour, yet pleasing,
No vanity, nevertheless modern,
No pomposity, but with simplicity,
You put me blind to your age.
Woman of standing that you are,
A woman outstanding that you are,
It alone is enough to eclipse your age.

‘What can a man do for me,
Other than giving me a kid?
What, if he turns out to be bad?’
 Obsessed and haunted with, you are.
If not to conceive, why’d a flower
Open its lips and exert its nectar?
What for must you stray out?
What, if you lament, when too late?

To a frog heaven is the well
Till it comes out of the well.
Mum is dear only till man takes over.
After mum, if nor him, who’s there?
To a tree, ripe fruits never cling.
As a woman you can’t play a doll
That you had failed to, as a girl.
Sans motherhood, what is womanhood?

Dear, before sunset, step in.
Here, our son is waiting.

1.8.97 Agart

The Lame love












Venus you are; Mars I am not.
Juliet you are; Romeo I am not.
Yet for you my thirst is little not
Whether I deserve you or not,
For the honey, up from a comb,
Can taste as much to a lame
As to one who can climb,
The lame being not to blame.

03.04.97, Agartala

Is love holy?



















A girl next door is the nectar
For a boy who has no one sweeter.
For her, none is ardent seeker.
So I loved her to my heart. Did she?
No clue did she shed either,
As to her pouring me her nectar.
Yet I sat on wait
As would a crane at a strait,
For a tryst,
Which is not easy in a tiny village,
Where even a cough is news.
There were many to love her,
Her ma, her pa and her peers,
But none could be a match
Like me to kindle her itch.
Love is God so, of her I was mad.
Loving one is neither bad.
‘Love neigbours.’
‘Love across cast and creed.’
‘Plants and animals are also
Objects of love.’- all these
I learnt from scriptures and believed.
So loving her is right and a right too.
Close to a winter, at sunset, one day,
I encountered her, alone, brisk in walk,
On a footpath leading to her door,
I waylaid her. ‘I love you dear’
A slap! An effect of her reflex act.
To put her to the shame for her ruthless act,
I showed her my left cheek,
Repeating ‘I love you’.
Another slap! She relented not.
Only consolation- I got her touch.
Her lotus fingers like betel tendrils
Cheered my cheeks and pained my jaws.
I went back straight, not to weep,
Not to revenge but to put on fire
All the scriptures and the teachings
That taught me in length about love,
And to proclaim my declaration,
‘Love every soul save a girl:
Love even a devil but not a girl.’
28.07.97, Agart


Cry of the man





















Not that I had none
Or that bad is mine,
I want your toy.

Not that mine is broken
Or that it is slackened,
I want your toy.

Not that yours is rare
Or that it is super,
I want your toy.

That yours is strange
And is in your range,
I want your toy.

Not for an exchange
But for a change,
I want your toy.

Lest you should covet
I shall keep a vigil
Over my own toy.

I can’t elope with yours.
I can’t abduct it.
Yet I want your toy.

You won’t spare it.
You won’t sell it.
Still I want your toy.

Let me play behind.
You lost no joy.
You lost no toy.

It is the cry of man
in ethics ridden clan.          

00.06.97

Lust is inborn



















As a lad I set my eyes upon girls
With radiant faces. For a kiss?

As a youth I cast my eyes on damsels,
Who had robust busts. For a grab?

In my manhood, I was excited
By women with sturdy waist. For a bind?

Growing old, still I was drawn to their
Smartness and maturity. For a rest?

Even in my senescence, women matter
By vision, voice and words. For a diffusion?

Birth to death, ever lust persists with the man
To feed on women on many phases.
23.07097, Dharmanagar, Tiripura