Wednesday, 30 September 2015

The confession














The bride confessed to her guilt.

Broken is the glass,
If dropped or slipped, said the groom.

Alike is not the grief,
From the willful or the playful, said she.

“However, loss is a loss.” said he.

“But already amended by repentance”

“Still, crack is discernible”

“Not so, if overlooked”

Realization took place

Hands were held in tacit consent.

A wise act before the consummation

                        19.06.97, Agartala

Instinctual display



















Her looks tempt other than her husband;
His looks tempt other than his wife.
Both fall to visual prostitution.
The couple must be tolerant.
22.07.96, Agartala

Beauty of Stardom.


















Manisha is lovely
            for her razor thin eyes.
So is Madhuri Dixit
            for her elevated chin.
Sheela is alluring
            for her plump back.
Likewise is Sheema
            for her drooping lips.
Revathi captivates
            with her parted lips.
So does Suhasini
            with her spouting mouth.
Tone is the asset of Bhanumathi
            to mesmerize anyone.
If slender waist is a beauty,
            it is Karishma  to represent.
If pointed nose is the criteria,
            there is Nutan to remember.
 Some are beauties in their talents,
            As Shabena  Azmi to note.
Iswarya for eyes and Simran
            for belly stand for beauty.
 There is none, surprisingly, who seduced
            my attention for one’s bosom,
Which is a symbol of sex
            and a source for Kama.

00.06.97, Agartala

Fettered Sex



Between Cousins, between In-laws,
Sisters Vs Brothers, Daughters Vs Fathers,
Incest is rampant as Libido is arrested
For want of company across genders.
04.07.97, Agartala


Born to cry



Cry! Cry! Deep from your throat
When you are in threat.
You won’t be a dropout.

Cry! Cry! From underneath
When you are in trouble.
You won’t be let down.

Cry! Cry! In full pitch
When you are in dire need.
You won’t be refused.

Cry! Cry! With open heart
When you woo the counterpart.
You won’t be left apart.

Cry! Cry! All the time
As you did when you were born,
To keep you afloat.                 

Of beauty













Hen to cock, cow to bull, and pig to bore
Are as much a beauty as woman to man
In the arena of sex. Beauty is at naught
When bereft of lust in an individual.
01.05.97, Agartala

Tuesday, 29 September 2015

The indispensable



Your features I read;
            My senses were fed.
Your glances I stole;
            My heart was warmed.
Your concern I won;
            My mind was geared.
In our corporal unison
            My spirit will be enlightened.
You are all the seeds
            To all my needs.
Were we not arm in arm
            I would go love-lorn.

05.04.97, Agartala

The time
















Wedding was over;
Brought home was the bride,
With whom came a maid,
To serve her as an aid.

Days rolled;
As honey, appeared the bride;
As savour,  moved about the maid,
As a rule, in a household.

Time lapsed;
The bride shed her charm
And the maid ruled calm
In their wait at the groom.

Event happened;
The groom went blasé
With the honey in use
And the savour was in wait for use.

Fate played;
The bride in the race ran first
But the maid ended first.
The bride was aghast.

It is a game;
The thin would wax;
The stout would wane
In the field of time.     
07.04.97, Agrtala



The beauty is defined















What we have not
Is what we long for
And wherein we find
What we long for
Is what we see as beauty.
The dark to the white,
The slim to the plump,
The bold to the meek,
The lecherous to the modest
Bear better appeals.
No one goes without pairs;
No virgin dies in despair.
01.07.96, Agartala.


Virtue is harmony


















He is with his wife
In perfect harmony
Throughout his life
like a man who over-slept
After putting his wallet
In the safest basket,
Because he has a mate,
Who is well disposed
For not polluting her mind
With other than her husband,
Whether her husband
Reciprocates it to her or not.

19.07.96, Agartala

Love, full of lies



Her face is no more a moon;
Nor are her eyes twin stars;
Nor is her lock, dark clouds;
Bare are her arms, not gold.
For flesh and bone I loved.
Yet all the lies I told
Else she might call me a brute.
23.07.96 Agartal    
                                                                                

All from brain



Pleasure or pain
Is born out of brain.
Grief or ecstasy,
Tears or laughter,
Joy or sorrow,
Anger or mercy
Or any kind of emotion
Is the product of brain.
Where is mind, where is heart?
08.07.97


Monday, 28 September 2015

No risk, no gain



One seed dies to produce millions.
Not to lose is not to gain.

Some die to redeem the rest.
Not to stoop is not to climb.

Ego dies to earn wisdom.
Not to listen is not to learn.
08.07.97 Agart


Brave is the tiger



Gregarious is not the tiger.
Gregarious is not the Banyan.
So is any brave man.
Gregarious is only deer and grass,
Like of whom are the cowards.
Only the insecure one seeks peers.

01.07.99, Agart

Infantile shortfalls



Licking the boot, humble to serve,
Or indulging in art and sex!
Strokes, one had not enough.

Ardent smoking, constant munching,
Or intense for kissing!
Suckling, one had not enough.

Obstinate in craving, persistent in grabbing,
Or in all sort of boot legging!
Anus grip, one had not enough.

A tyrant in action, obtrusive in manner,
Or a Joker or a Sadist!
Penetration, one had not enough.

As an adult one manifests
Himself in various substitutes
To quench one’s infantile thirsts.

20.07.97 Agart

The bitter truth










Were you to want
A perpetual harmony
With your spouse
Never probe her past,
Never spy her present
And never doubt her future.
Bitter truth, if any,
Better be unknown.
Trust her to be a Trust.
Then you’re blest.

20.07.97, Agartala

Bitterness is stronger


The lender remembers
And the borrower forgets.
The injurer forgets
And the injured one remembers.
Better be off offence
If not of benevolence.

12.07.97, Agartala.

The latest one stays


I played for long a concord
But ended with a discord.
The listener turned inimical.

I played quite long a discord
But ended with a concord.
The listener was not inimical.

Stays there on a blackboard
What is written latest,
The rest gone to dust.

11.07.97, Agartala.

Sunday, 27 September 2015

Modesty




The girls revealing,
Men seek them to sleep with.

The girls concealing,
Men seek them to live with.

Beware, Models!
At stake is your modesty.

16.07.97, Agartala

The art of love


















The lips:
Some are thin to chew,
Some, thick to suck
And some, firm to bite.

The breasts:
Some are lemon to squeeze,
Some, mango to squash
And some, papaya to smash.
The torso:
Some are tendrils to fondle,
Some stalks to grasp
And some trunks, to mount on.
  
The secret bud:
Some are tea buds, to circle,
Some rosebuds, to rub,
And some, cane-buds, to scratch.

The gulf:
Some are narrow for carrot,
Some, large for radish
And some wide for tapioca.

The well fit tools yield
The well churned orgasm
In the art of lovemaking.

16.07.97, Agartala

The Priceless



‘Hello, My dear Vendor!
‘Could you sell me a guitar?’

‘Why not, come in, my Master!
Take it, a brand new, for a hundred.’

‘Is the other less the cost, as looking old?’

‘Yes, yes, it is only half a hundred.
Should you go for a secondhand?’

‘The one still old, kept yonder?’

‘An antique, well above ten hundred.’

‘O, My God! Useless, still priceless!’
22.02.97, Agartala


Mere beauty a vanity













You nurture, of course, your posture
For a strike, like a match.
Also have in store enough coal,
Once struck, to keep it in glow.
Girls! As well, culture your lustre
And composure. That alone, when lit,
Can keep him close to your pasture.

25.07.97, Agartala, Tiripura.

Won are the battles














I like you to my heart;
I can’t spell it out;
I won’t let it out.

Our sojourn is so short;
Our relation is so subtle;
We both know it to be futile.

Sir, why should I care you,
Whom I can’t carry with me,
And with whom I can’t journey?

To love you is a scandal;
To have you in bed is a brothel;
To own you as my own is illegal.

Neither single, nor youthful,
Nevertheless with powerful
Spirit and mind, me you rule.

Of what wood was it made?
How old was it in use?
To know you, I have no mood,

For the spear that you pierced
Into my heart is so venomous
That I lost all my senses.

Sojourn is over forever.
It is time for you to depart
For home which is too remote.

Without knowing, you go,
That you punctured my whim
And that you committed a sin.

In a war one alone can win;
Only in courtship can both win.
Still why did you let me lose?

Maybe I lost you in war;
Maybe I lost to you in war.
Still I had won many battles.

Meaningful glances and gestures,
Heartfelt talks and tacit touches
Are those battles to my credit.

Let me be content with the lost war
In which many battles that I won
Stand as sweet memories as my own.

12.08.97, Howrah.

Himsa- the Food



Near the tube-light, on the wall
stood a lizard, with steadfast head,
catching its prey. How many killings?

In the backyard, under the trees,
were darting hens, with alert beaks,
pecking their prey. How many killings?

Inside the kitchen, beneath the oven
lies our pet kitten, with gleaming eyes
to smother rats. How many killings?

            No life without food;
            No food without life

07.08.97, Agartala

Saturday, 26 September 2015

The compatibility



















The sexy for the sensual,
The fragile for the sturdy,
The comely for the royal,
The modern for the elite,
The meek for the possessive,
The humble for the egoistic,
The dexterous for the brainy,
The introvert for the extrovert,
The emotional for the rational
And the have for the have-not
Are ten sets well set in matrimony
As vital for harmony.
04.08.97, Dharrmanager, Triipura


Before the sunset



















Who said that you are aged?
Why should you fear being caged?
You may be not in prime age
Nor on the verge of bearing age.
The mid-day sun is not yet set.
The browsing cow is still to retreat.
The gooseberry ripens not in haste.
Why should you be steadfast?

With deft hands as you work,
With nimble feet as you dart,
And in soft voice as you talk,
Often with laugh, woven with sparks
Of white teeth, in rhythmic pitch,
You look younger, belying your age.
Friendly nature and sportive posture
Are your treasure, that shade your age.

Past teenage, no more a tendril.
Past twenties, no more a sapling.
A growing tree is as suppler
To a tusker, if not to rabbits or goats.
Five and thirty, still you a beauty,
With sturdy frame and firm cheeks,
Hued with bravado, to the men of choice,
Which you don’t know that you know.

No cosmetics, still striking,
No glamour, yet pleasing,
No vanity, nevertheless modern,
No pomposity, but with simplicity,
You put me blind to your age.
Woman of standing that you are,
A woman outstanding that you are,
It alone is enough to eclipse your age.

‘What can a man do for me,
Other than giving me a kid?
What, if he turns out to be bad?’
 Obsessed and haunted with, you are.
If not to conceive, why’d a flower
Open its lips and exert its nectar?
What for must you stray out?
What, if you lament, when too late?

To a frog heaven is the well
Till it comes out of the well.
Mum is dear only till man takes over.
After mum, if nor him, who’s there?
To a tree, ripe fruits never cling.
As a woman you can’t play a doll
That you had failed to, as a girl.
Sans motherhood, what is womanhood?

Dear, before sunset, step in.
Here, our son is waiting.

1.8.97 Agart

The Lame love












Venus you are; Mars I am not.
Juliet you are; Romeo I am not.
Yet for you my thirst is little not
Whether I deserve you or not,
For the honey, up from a comb,
Can taste as much to a lame
As to one who can climb,
The lame being not to blame.

03.04.97, Agartala

Is love holy?



















A girl next door is the nectar
For a boy who has no one sweeter.
For her, none is ardent seeker.
So I loved her to my heart. Did she?
No clue did she shed either,
As to her pouring me her nectar.
Yet I sat on wait
As would a crane at a strait,
For a tryst,
Which is not easy in a tiny village,
Where even a cough is news.
There were many to love her,
Her ma, her pa and her peers,
But none could be a match
Like me to kindle her itch.
Love is God so, of her I was mad.
Loving one is neither bad.
‘Love neigbours.’
‘Love across cast and creed.’
‘Plants and animals are also
Objects of love.’- all these
I learnt from scriptures and believed.
So loving her is right and a right too.
Close to a winter, at sunset, one day,
I encountered her, alone, brisk in walk,
On a footpath leading to her door,
I waylaid her. ‘I love you dear’
A slap! An effect of her reflex act.
To put her to the shame for her ruthless act,
I showed her my left cheek,
Repeating ‘I love you’.
Another slap! She relented not.
Only consolation- I got her touch.
Her lotus fingers like betel tendrils
Cheered my cheeks and pained my jaws.
I went back straight, not to weep,
Not to revenge but to put on fire
All the scriptures and the teachings
That taught me in length about love,
And to proclaim my declaration,
‘Love every soul save a girl:
Love even a devil but not a girl.’
28.07.97, Agart


Cry of the man





















Not that I had none
Or that bad is mine,
I want your toy.

Not that mine is broken
Or that it is slackened,
I want your toy.

Not that yours is rare
Or that it is super,
I want your toy.

That yours is strange
And is in your range,
I want your toy.

Not for an exchange
But for a change,
I want your toy.

Lest you should covet
I shall keep a vigil
Over my own toy.

I can’t elope with yours.
I can’t abduct it.
Yet I want your toy.

You won’t spare it.
You won’t sell it.
Still I want your toy.

Let me play behind.
You lost no joy.
You lost no toy.

It is the cry of man
in ethics ridden clan.          

00.06.97

Lust is inborn



















As a lad I set my eyes upon girls
With radiant faces. For a kiss?

As a youth I cast my eyes on damsels,
Who had robust busts. For a grab?

In my manhood, I was excited
By women with sturdy waist. For a bind?

Growing old, still I was drawn to their
Smartness and maturity. For a rest?

Even in my senescence, women matter
By vision, voice and words. For a diffusion?

Birth to death, ever lust persists with the man
To feed on women on many phases.
23.07097, Dharmanagar, Tiripura


Friday, 25 September 2015

No regret, however you are.



















Are you dark? No regret!
The White will never resist you.

Are you a plump? Not to worry!
Steel frames prefer the fatty.

Are you a timid? No anxiety!
Tyrants want such personalities.

Are you a stupid? No remorse!
The clever will find in you recluse.

Are you a rustic? No shyness.
Villagers afford not extravagance.

Are you a dwarf? It is common
that a tall one found a match in a dwarf.

No woman goes without a match
21.07.97, Agartala


Ultimately Paranoid



I wanted to rely on my aunts
If at all I lose my parents.
I weaned away.

I depended on my siblings,
Who should have come to my rescue.
I weaned away.

I bent on my in-laws,
Who I thought would bail me out.
I weaned away.

I was blind on many upper kin
To seek for their help, when sunk.
I weaned away.

I bet on my own offspring,
On whom I could recline, on senescence.
I weaned away.

I landed in asylum,
Where I am not alone but lonely.
I wean not anymore.

I grew paranoid,
Repenting and lamenting  
To ever wean away.
20.07.97, Agartala.

Bitter truths are buried















Down a stream came a woman,
partly clothed, fully drenched.

By lonely stream strolled the woman;
no one at sight, she freely emoted.

Upon a rock by a brook
fell she flat to bathe in the sun.

Arms under nape, thighs wide apart,
she lay bare, charging her part.

She was caught from behind,
her twin hills under iron palms.

Though startled, not at all wild
as she was swayed by impulses.

She minded not who the man was:
a lovely prince or a lowly brute.

She resisted not as she was sure
no one was there to bear a witness.

Willingly yielded and succumbed
she had, to the pleasure inflicted.

She was alone; so was she naked.
She was alone; so she granted.

Suffered the chastity before the secrecy.
A bitter truth and a hidden truth.

19.07.97, Agartala

.To triumph is to succumb



Echoed Sugreeb,
‘I annihilated Bali!’.
Ecstasies from his wife,
‘I am redeemed’.
But wept his father,
‘I lost a son’.

Pledged the wise,
‘We wiped out the pest’.
Bowed the mankind,
‘We are saved best’.
But the Creator felt,
‘The nature is at its worst’.

Man triumphs nature
To succumb to Nature.
09.07.97, Agartala